self reflection time

countdown:one week left to sch
work done: -nil-

i've been thinking quite alot recently
like always holidays is a time for u to think think n think
hmmm 18 bodes a new chapter to life whether u lik it or not
it's time to think of the future

since quite a young age
i've wanted to b a doctor
not for the money
but for the joy u get when u help ppl
n my ambition is being further fuelled by my encounters with horrible doctors
but taking a look at my present plight
future seems bleak to me
HAHA
probably i'll just settle for the ordinary job out there
but one thing im sure is that everybody only goes through teenage years once
n i wun wanna exchange all my teenage yrs for books n notes as much as it can help me secure a better future


ytd was talking to calvin abt our future
den it dwelled upon me
'what do i want my future to be lik'
in an ideal scenario
the following would be how i hope my future would be like

monthly salary of approx >$6000(is tt alot?)
get myself a good wife(good is up to personal intepretation: i think my expectation will decrease as singlehood duration increases) =P
go around the world to take a look at different places
happy family
tt's all i wish for (:

hmm i realise friends ard u may just be so superficial
dey appear to be nice n everything to u
dey gossip abt tt person
y not just ask tt person in the face
it wun hurt a single bit
perhaps being slightly more introverted wouldnt hurt too
n y cant human beings be lik animals
act on instincts, not emotions

shall keep this n3 short n head for bed
oh n this is the only day in the entire holidays i haf yet to step out of my house!
but im feeling so sick of it!