well well
it's the much-anticipated friday again
like i've said i've dreaded this week
i didnt even feel good about this week
it has been an eventful week
good or bad i dont know
but it definitely caused my thoughts to be twirling around again

well
certainly many people now know of the fight which took place
both parties involved are people whom i know
and precisely because i know both of them
i feel that this whole incident could have been avoided right from the start
but what done cant be undone
it's not the incident but the aftermath that has resounding impact
in an impulsive moment
few would think of the consequences of their action
but in the end everybody's responsible for their own action
let's just hope that this incident will be settled properly
for what matters most is not the punishment
but how they will learn from this
no matter how successful u r it only take a moment of impulse to make everything crumble


people say many of our behaviour is a matter of nature vs nuture
nature allocated us with a character
nuture sculpts our behaviour
at the end of the day
the inner self is destined by nature but condusive environment may allow our nature to be suppressed
it's all about self restrain


i've never failed brood over issues everytime someone passes away
whether that person is close to me or someone whom i may not directly know
while some people are grasping with how to handle life
some others are overwhelmed by how life handles them
isnt it ironical that people who wants to live dont get to
but those who have lives wanna give them up?
death is such an immense concept to comprehend
and as far as the present is concerned
the prospect of the death of somebody close to me is unthinkable
i dont wanna face any demise of anybody soon


AND all this events undermine the importance of


on a lighter note
it's nice to be with friends
even though places they go maybe rather awkward for me (like cottonon body) -.-
but it's still very enjoyable just to be with them