just came back from a random outing to marcus's house followed by hokkien mee (:
and back from relative's chalet yeaa
not feeling in the best of mood now
no im not angry or whatever
just feeling very lousy
cos this question keeps twirling in my mind
and it makes me feel lousy(or emo if u like to use that term)
so it will just be all pictures
yea im lazy to rotate those pictures so just turn ur head










































































My two favourite photos (:







who's that someone i am close to, who can readily say 'yes' to me if i ring that person at 12mn to ask he/she wants to go out and say chill out at changi or just head out for a talk?
i've scrolled through my contact list
i dont think i have an answer.
fuck.

probably i can only blame myself
some says i know many people
i dont deny that i know quite a number of people
i dont deny that i have a few GROUPS of close friends
but when it comes to having that single friend whom u can always rely on
i really do not know who to name

why is that so?
most probably it's because i took comfort in numbers in the past
it didnt really matter to me
whether i had a very good pal or many acquaintances
it's the same to me
but i feel the difference now

fuck.



forget it.
sleep and im fine