okayy im feeling very zzz
just came back from playing bball at home u
as expected i played fking lousy
u dont even need to be a bballer to tell that i played damn lousily today
zzz
but this time i dont particularly feel very emo or what
in fact i was quite happy
it's just nice to be with the bball team again ya training and stuffs
though we are lao jiao already
no court stamina and shit but still it's fun!
therefore i dont understand why im feeling so sian diao right now

anyway went to ntu and nus open houses before i went home u
i must say they are quite boring
i still havent really figured out what i wanna apply
but more or less i've scaled down to business or acc(if possible) and probably one field of engineering (which i havent really considered due to my lack of interest in it)
will probably apply on mon when i have nothing better to do


anyway ytd i went back to nj
i went back by myself
sounds weird but true
and why did i go back?
cos i just wanna enjoy the feel of school life
ok it's quite weird lah
but since i also had nothing better to do
i decided to head for school and just play a lil bit of bball and hanged around in school
it's nice though i probably looked like some introverted retard who has nothing better to do
i miss school
i miss the ppl in school. alot.


zzz had alot of things that i wanted to say
but im moody today
so forget it
i shall finish reading my digital fortress
yes it's an old and outdated book but it's also my first book im reading since angels and demons which i read a 4 years ago? i dont know
goodnight