booking out is simply enjoyable hahaha im enjoying every second of it down to the moment i reach pasir ris
anyway this week has been quite fast
all the main events are more or less over already
and it's 4 more weeks to pop so it will be quite fast
i always have this tendency to post about those army stuffs
but im not allowed to so well.. zzz


actually this 5 weeks in army make me realise things about myself
i realised that subconsciously i like to observe people
and only after observing them then i will decide whether to befriend them
as some people would know me
im very talkative mingle around alot in groups
but in army u can say that im a totally different person
if u ask anyone from my platoon to give a description about me
they would probably say
'i think he is a quiet person who doesnt really interact much and looks pretty aloof.
and he always appear to be disinterested.'
hahahaha i think it's quite weird to have this kind of extreme split personality at different places but sadly im having it!
lol
but now since my 'observation period' is more or less over
i think i'll interact more with those pleasant ones
being in bmt made me feel that there are so many superficial people around me
zzz
i can simply rant of a few names straight
but what i cant comprehend is
why do they wanna be like this
so wayang and doing everything so that u can achieve something
where's the satisfaction of achieving something u didnt earn through the right means
but of course they are the minority
majoroity of them are still friendly and nice people to interact and make friends with!
okay i guess im beginning to be able to settle into army life
though i still maintain a clear distinction between adapting and liking!
im adapting but still not liking it and doubt that i ever will do so
:X


another thing i've been thinking about for this week is.....
A LEVEL RESULTS
zzzz
it's another thing thats disturbing me
it's kinda contradictory
i wanna get back the results cos it means another book out day
plus that it means that i'll be able to get one thing off my mind
but then again
i dont wanna get it back
cos im 80% sure that my results is so cocked up that even though i say i dont really care about my results
chances are if i see a 'C' or 'D' for my results i'll be devestated
oh btw the other 20% which im counting on is lady luck, whom i think isnt always reliable -.- lol
ahhh damn it!

anyway happy vday to everybody
for all those attached out there
good for u people
show love to ur other half!
and for those fellow singles
dont worry
love comes naturally LOL just take this day to be envious/jealous and enjoy the love in the air hahaha