okay passed out as 3SG today from PLC
kinda weird and mixed feeling
i dont wanna leave this bunch of ppl i've been with for the past 13 weeks
though im still as anal and cranked up but i like to work with this group of people cos i know work can be done
and of course friendship can be fostered
actually it was kind of ironic that i was secretly hoping that i would be posted to 30 SCE despite that many people 'feared' going there cos rumours goes that life wont be easy over there
but then again
majority of us would be going there and as the phrase goes
we're all in this together
i wont mind as much though (i think)


now im being posted to 2sir
only 5 of us are going to be
none of which i m particularly close too
everything's gonna start brand new
i dont even know whether it would be a good start
but i hope it will be
new environment
new people
new job
i seriously detest having start the whole making friends and getting used to an environment process all over again
something has got to work out


i know i know
probably few months down the road i'll be lamenting that i dont wanna leave that place
but then it's this intense uncertainty im going to face which is paralysing
so much so that i dont really know what to do but to just take whatever comes


crap.

nvm this 'orientation blues' will be over soon
i hope.