teacher's day celebration was like last year
same aces day workout
same surprise plan by the girls
same gng back to RV
but it just feel so nice

okae the day started on deciding what to wear
in the end went to school with team nj shirt and bball pant
reached school
played a little bit of ball and did some workout
but left early cos it was pretty boring
den lagged around grandstand
playing bball and preparing stuffs


okae here comes the part
i was in some sort of dilemma cos i was deciding whether to find gilbert lee or to go back to rv
in the end i think im glad i made the decision to go back to rv
yea really felt at home at rv everything i go back
my point is not to go back to see the teachers but rather to see all the friends
yeps feel shiok even though i was like loitering ard only
saw many ppl
4A my class 4H 4I n many many juniors
lovely
i can just sit at rv for one whole day without doing anything
i dun mind going through that same four years again (:

I LOVE RV PEOPLE :D
but i miss rv life =(


i just heard a very loud sound went off
it sounded like a gun
or a bomb very hard away =X

yea temporary break (:
more youtubing shiok uh! update more tml
shall sleeep now!

i saw this guy yesterday
LOL
i wanna a bag like that too
weiming suggests that we can get one shark
and we can chase him HAHA
i dont mind a spongebob one though
hahahaha


econs today was pretty much like a comprehension to me
whatever i can think of
i just wrote
i didnt even think whether it would be right or wrong
D-day tml!
i'm so gonna get very low marks for maths
but nvm lah

i feel very energised having just woke up from a 4 hour nap (:
yeps gonna do some maths right now!

HELLO
today was phys ytd was math
both were done equally bad
(seems to rhyme) LOL
i did study for maths but i did only two practice questions over the weekend
phys was about the same
i read nuclear em n emi and went for exams
really totally not in the mood to take exams
i've been doing so for 12 years already lah please
.____. plain meaningless for me


but i hope i will must find something to push me on for a levels
tml's econs doubt it will be much better
but heck im gonna do some stats
i dont wanna get 20 plus points again
yeps yeps


recently im hooked on to an old song
好心分手 by 王力宏 and 卢巧音
duet in canto and mandarin
COOLIO can i've been trying to learn the canto of the lyrics by listening and checking online! hahaha i've learn A BIT of cantonese already!
(: but it's quite difficult to rmb!

heck maths!
it's the end of olympics =(
but nvm i've got myself a new love

ANNA bessonova!




LOVE LOVE!


okae before i show some videos below
i must say i like kids but not paedophilic
hahaha just chilling out after maths ppr today!
im not intending to do much about phys so
HAHAH enjoy the videos only if u dun haf exams!
SUPER DUPER CUTE!



Baby's Evil Eye - Click here for more home videos


say 'truck!'


say 'frog!'


'i like you when you give me cookies'

all super cute! must watch! warning! expletives in 2nd and 3rd videos!

wOOOT just finish playing bball!
shiok shiok
i dont remember when was the last time we played under rain! yeps
haha n we played table tennis and cards too!
lol i think i've just reignited my interest in table tennis! HAHAHA
it was pretty enjoyable day
i did no work n did all fun! HAHAHA


my i spend my entire noon watching videos on dr. chee soon quan
and watching funny clips!
the clip 'speakers cornered' is pretty funny lah haha though chee soon quan and gang seems pretty reasonable
but i guess if they were to participate in GE i'll still not trust them to govern Singapore cos they dont seem to have a concrete foundation to do so at all
so the whole day was pretty relaxing
but im not slacking!
im charging to chiong tml! LOL
i hope that's just not an excuse!


oh just now while returning home
an american girl shouted across the road at the junction
and she said "hey i love basketball too!"
n i gave the i love you handsign
i dunno why i did that
but i just did :X
HAHA but it was coool LOL

wow since ytd tell now
i've yet to do anything
probably i'll revise some maths tonight? yeps
waiting to play ball ltr!
FUN (:

today was econs and chemistry
econs was still not too bad
i think im able to pass?
but chemistry is way too bad
i think probably i'll hit the thirties again?
i dont know =(
but im one thing i know is that the double papers are over already!
all the following paper are not that demanding in terms of duration






next in line would be to tackle maths!
another subject i nearly topped from bottom in class ! -.-


LOL

how how?!

oh im hooked on survivorman nowadays
it's pretty cool to watch how les straud survives in the wild
man vs wild is more documentary even though it's more fake
but watching bear grylls bite live fish frog worms and anything edible
is gross but enticing at the same time
i oso watch this kim jong il parody
i think it's quite innovative and interesting
worth a watch for those interested in kim jong il!

WAHLAO EH
i thought gp would be relatively easier
but i think i'll do pretty badly this time round
ehh i just wrote off point
the agony doesnt come in writing off point
but it comes when u noe that ur going off point but u cant even squeeze out a saving grace for the last part
it sucks
plus my grammar is DAMN BAD
that will sum up a "if your are lucky, you'll probably get an E" (quoted from GP class LOL)
compre was as good as not doing
cos it was quite tough too
perhaps my AQ will improve this time round?
i hope so
that's the only hope im clinging onto for GP


anyway i think the whole world is going to chiong for econs
i dunno why
probably it's easier to score?
well i dont agree with that
im gonna leave out econs
ok not totally leave out but rather
focus less on it
just hope everything will pass this time round :X
but it's really quite hard to imagine myself passing when i've been failing for the past two years alr!



my only source of motivation to study now is cos i hope that i can go overseas to study!
i just feel like studying overseas
DUNNO WHY! hahahahaha
adios!

about 12 hrs plus from now
i'll be sitting in for my first ppr!
YAYNESS

:X

DIE DIE DIE
i think i'm addicted to coffee
i tried out 3 seperate days without coffee
n i had horribly bad headaches which went away after i drank!

:X

alamak
im beginnging to feel more relaxed abt exams now
not that im more well prepared
but im more prepared to take it within my stride (: lol

im glad to announce that my revision has picked up pace
even though it's still utterly slow
covering about one question every hour
but nvm
i seek consolation in the fact that some work is better than no work
just as better late than never (:

BUT i see that future does not bode well for me
EPL started ytd n im feeling the heat alr
lol
usain bolt was simply fantabulous(minus the fact that he's kinda zhuai)
but aiyah
cant blame him
he's there to put up a show n he did!
after his celebratory lap and everything
i switched channel back to spain vs USA
oh my god can
i think sports it's 75% genetics
the blacks can really do muscular activities!
u look at how lebron james jumps hops skip around the court
it's so athletic can!
wah if i can jump that high and dunk
WOOOHOOOOO
i will jump that high and dump all my notes up there

but sadly
im not lebron nor bolt nor phelps :X
okae back to org chem

i've been trying real hard to tackle this section this time round
i dun wan a repeat of commontest 2008
FYI, i studied only organic chem prior to the paper and i got zero marks from organice chem(excluding mcq)
:X


oh i've never done bdae dedication before but there's always a first time
even though i doubt she reads this but still happy bdae jiamin!
it's my first time i participate in a surprise activity(ok i'm real noob)
but i think it was quite fun except for the part where we got exposed before we even surprised her :X
nvm overall it's still pretty enjoyable to catch her in her hip-hop pants
LOL
ya

SO 生日快了！
(:



ehh oh oh
let me show u wad's keeping me company tonight
it's a super super nice red wine and many many roasted peanuts (:

wooot
ytd was the start of the week n today's the end!
hahahahahahahahaha dun be jealous
we are starting our study break early!
which means that we are starting our exams early
which means that i've got less time to prepare
which means that im shit =(


i just realise how quickly my train of thoughts changes from excited to depressed
-.-
okae on a lighter note
this two days i participated in AYE captain with my class!
(apparently i participate in nearly all competition that i can)
it was rather fun for me to play without big-time competition cos it's all in the name of fun only!
we got through the first round didnt make it to the semis!
no vouchers =(
but nvm i really find that my class is quite fun to play with
though it's kinda late at this pt in time of the year
but still
at least i realised that
sports brings people together!
yea (:


okae 6 days to first paper
COACH CARTER: Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are i am powerfulless beyond measure.
=S

apparently my previous post was a bit too narrative
LOL
aiyah dunno why I wrote that way but it just came to my mind
yea just had econs lecture ohmygod can
it's so cheem to me! :x
hmm let's check on my work progress
since last week thurs till ytd
I've effectively done only 1 mcq ppr
minus away fri n sat for celebrating nation's bdae
(ok I know it has little to do with me but still it was a holiday!)
so that sums up to 40 questions in 3days!
but at least my mcq test today wasn't that badly done
well well counting down to start of prelims its only 8days left!
opps I just hope I can pass all of my subs!

o9.o8.o8

it's the 2nd day of the loooong weekend
started the day bballing with rv mates
though considerably less people
it was still fun nevertheless
played ball bridge daidi n pool

den went back and had nasi briyani for lunch and i ate using my hand
dont ask me why
i just suddenly felt like using my hands!

BUT something spoilt my first half of the day
i was having a super duper bad headache
it lasted since ytd afternoon till today
:X
somehow i think it has gotta do with caffeine addiction
cos after i drank coffee i felt that teeny weeny bit better
but still it was pretty unbearable for me to even watch the olympics
thus i gulped down paracetemol and took a nap
woke up SLIGHTLY better and headed out to chinatown for dinner with my family
ate szechuan styled dinner
WOW
im glad im not borned in szechuan
else i think i'd have lips which are lik taiwanese sausage!




this was wad i ate
damn it was so freaking spicy n numbing
all that chilli oil was like coating to my lips
but still it was not that bad except that my tolerance for spicyness is limited!


after that, we walked down from chinatown to raffles place
in hope that we could catch a glimpse of the fireworks display
on our way i saw the fighter plane making this heartshape in the air
haha i think it's pretty cool so i took a picture of it!



oh today's singapore's bdae
though my generation is not the generation who has been through alot
but i know that our status of life is much better than many other 18 years old in the world
when we hear the roaring of fighter jets, we think : must be yet another air performances
but when 18year-old iraqis hear roaring of fighters jets, they think: it's yet another air strike.
that's the difference between them and ask
i couldnt have asked for more than to be borned here! (:
though people are complaining that sg's a stressful place blah blah blah
im deeply satisfied that im embedded in a safe nest of my own!

here are some of the fireworks
though nice
they pale in comparison to those used for opening ceremony for olympics
i can only use the word MAGNIFICENT to describe it!






so many people anticipating the fireworks as well!

HELLO
i see a loooong weekend coming right up
and this time i die die oso must capitalise and not let it go to waste like the uncountable weekends since last year!
hmm though i think i cant go fast on revision but some pace is better than no pace!
so i'll be patient and learn slowly
can worry more after prelims

*poof*

well well i seee many friends attending this talk and that talk
it's kinda weird to go through a decline over the years
i mean during primary school i was one of the top
and then it slowly went spiralling down
ok dont get me wrong
im not jealous or moody or regretful or what
it just so happened that today i did a GP essay
'There's no such thing as luck. People determine their own lives.'
HOW TRUE
i chose to take it easy on studies
and this is what i get
YEPS


at least im not those who slog their lives out to study but for god-knows-what reason
in fact it actually turns me off when i ask these people 'So, what do you wanna be next time?'
and the reply is 'dunno leh. never think of it yet.' or 'mebbe i can be blah-blah if i take blah-blah course'
u may find me cynical but then again u cant deny the existence of such people around
but of course i admire those who have already set their sights on achieving something
and is working hard towards achieving their ambition.
perhaps it's a disgruntled me or just a crap me but it's just isn't me to do something without a purpose

well some may say that a good academic achievement is a first step towards having a good career
a good career sounds pretty attractive eh?
but not for me
i don't mind having earn that bit lesser and do a job i really like
so far my hopes of being a doctor is anything but realisable
not that im pessimistic
but i don't think that i have the abilities to handle it
while im in search of a liking towards another career
i do not see where my source of motivation can come from
having said that it doesnt mean that i intend to forsake my studies or whatsoever
just that i'd adopt a 'there's-more-to-life' attitude!
LOL
for the fact that i do not wanna deprive myself of possible choices in life




i always ask myself : what would the world be like if the whole world's population is like me?

of course the place would be rather sarcastic cos i always suan people
and war would break out everywhere because of that
LOL
that's besides the point HAHA
to some people i may seem to be confident and decisive in things i do
however i feel that i live on a pseudo-ego
which means that i only APPEAR to be confident
well well
that's just one of the point that i wanna bring up
but the point im driving is that if you ask yourself this question
you will be able to identify your strengths and weaknesses
then over time, you will be able to notice the change in yourself
i noticed my change over the years
be it bad or good
it's still a change


*poof*


okae it's amazing how i can digress THAT much
i have no idea how i linked to the those topics
but since it's as such then let it be
hahaha
back to the real world
my vectors revision learning package is staring at me O.O

waking up early on a saturday morning don't really attract me that much but then again
my ever strong determination allowed me to wake up this morning even before my alarm clock could ring!
quite a lot of people in the library right now
yea I'm going to do maths today I guess
I hope my imba determination will help me complete at least 5question?
ya let's not be greedy start slow bah (:
jiamin said that she suddenly dun feel like coming n decided not to come
okay bye for now


FOCUS FOCUS!
(: